My Life with illness

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I am not a writer, just an immortal soul trapped in a mortal vessel.  Why did I end up in such a broken human body?? Perhaps I was to learn a lesson about suffering? Where did my journey start? early 70's I was born to a much to young mother, still learning about life herself.  Life wasn't easy at all but we tried to find our ways through it. I was blessed with Psychic ability from a very very young age. not everyone liked this idea at the time I was labelled a weirdo, jinx, black eye bastard, devils child.  I was blamed for being born, ruining lives, being born a girl and worst of all parents mistakes even though I was only 3 at the time.  Over time I had learnt not to speak what was being said to me by higher powers for risk of ridicule, and severe punishments. Beatings called Hidings, neglect for other pursuits of the flesh, being left alone way too young, were all a part of my parents still growing up along side of my own growth.  I was tortured and raped multiple times by